--cs forever *s*

2day in pm meet jor many frens..
coz holiday mah.. hahax..
Machii GT- tot she missin d..
call, sms all no respond d..
reasons sure is hp missin, hp spoil, tis n tat..
Machii XS- come wif her cousin..
hmm.. long time din go out wif her d..
XD very pai sie har..

pui be buy biscuit..
got ice cream eat o~~~
wakaka~~~ last time come they no sell..
be ask wan rocky biscuit.. -.-''
a bit eat till pa pa le.. hahax..
thn saw tiok mantou..
long time no eat d..
be buy leh.. say wan do for me 2mr..
@.@ Cindy xing fu lor~~~~~~~~~

after tat, be fetch me home d..
mummy them oredi go sing k d..
left daddy at home nia..
like normal, be stay here pui me chat..
play+chat xia..
while playin be d chain..
suddenly.... think about d ring..
wanna ask long time d..
not dare 2 ask..
finally i still ask d..
"be, wer is d ring.?" -- "THROW d"
hugging tightly.......
i dono wat 2 say..
it is droppin.. i cant control d..
sorry i scare u d..
sorry i juz cant control myself..
i not dare 2 ask.. coz i don1 2 hear tis answer..
at last, i heard it d..
no matter how much i feel it would b d answer..
but in my mind.... thr is still a hope..
hopin tat it will not b d answer 4 d question..
but... it is d fact -- which i could not chg at all..
i dono wat is my feelin now..
but in my mind.. thr is still a question..
tryin 2 calm myself n also be down..
finally, i try very hard 2 say out it..
"wer u throw d.?" -- "rxxxxxx bxx"
sorry i make u feel bad too..
juz xiang noe.. xiang noe when it had been thrown d..
but be 4get d.. nvm ba..

Be, u not bad lar..
i can tell u now..
i never hate u..
never wan 2 blame u o wat..
juz which way i choose 2 go, i have to take responsible on it..
love u is my choice..
wat u decided, i cant chg d..
respect ur decision.. is d best thing i can do for u.. (at tat time)
don ask me y choose 2 love u..
i reli dono d..
wat my heart say, i juz do it..
i believe u wont make me disappointed d.. rite..?

(continue)
after tat, go mamak wif my bros n be..
-.-'' be about 3am oni bk..
charm lor..
1day late thn 1day..
Be's mummy, SORRY..!!!

***Be, i don1 u c d simply think o sad d ah..
if like tis, nx tm i wont write it here le..
promise me kays..??
muackss.. love u ya^^