--beBe Diary repOrt parT I

2day be goin hatyai d..

early early wake up d..

me oso half wake half slp pui be.. hahax..

8 sumthin be go tat time

send d a very long gas d msg.. hahax..

(jokin d.. =P cant angry ah..)

ask me rmb don slp late lar..

rmb drink more water lar..

cant yai yai lar..

rmb miss him lar.. (zi lian.. blek.. =P)

zai lar zai lar.. long gas be..

sure will take good care of myself wait u bk d mah..

bebe at thr oso muz guai guai take care of urself..

don bcum thinner d..

at thr eat spicy things, rmb drink more water d..

hmm.. cant kao lui ya..

even thr is a lot of agua.. hahax..

if u wanna brin bk a agua i can accept lar..

don brin a girl bk can d..

erm.. no nid miss me too much ba..

everynite 12am rmb miss me once can d..

tat is more thn enuf for me^^

after 12pm, din sms wif be d..

be reach thr d ba..

after a while, wake up d..

thn go penang wif mummy+ani+pong e+her son..

erm.. after prepare is about 1pm..

1st meal.. count as breakfast ba..

eat Jawa Mee o..

thn go pragin d..

walk until 5pm++ ba.. if not mistaken..

buy jor two t-shirts..

got c tiok 2 bags not bad d lor..

one white one brown..

white d is about RM70+

brown d different shop got different price..

erm.. between RM100-RM80..

two oso is boy type d..

be not here.. cant ask for be d opinion..

sobz.. @.@

got c tiok 1 shoes pun..

tat type boot d..

about RM70+ pun lor..

scare c tiok nicer d..

so if 2mr go pg wif xs them oni buy lor..

bag oso ba..

got two shops got put hands d..

dono be like bo..

if got chance zai brin be come choose ba..

mummy them c children clothes for cousin them tat time

me & Ani go inside d pacific buy snacks.. hehex..

erm.. buy jor last time be buy for me d coco o^^

after tat v go ''go tiao loh'' thr eat ''oo jian''

they order jor a lot.. -.-'' cant finish it..

hahax.. if be come jiu not enuf for be d.. =P

nx place is Queensbay..

walk jor a lot of shops..

but...

here d price is very exp d.. hahax..

noe sure wont buy tiok wat d..

got a shop d clothes d price quite ok d..

me buy jor a long long d jacket o..

dono how much.. mummy pay d.. hehex..

samore got c tiok 1 high heel.. @.@

feel not bad d lor..

so far it is d best tat i had search lor..

but.. too sad..

i wear d not very nice..

samore mummy keep say too high d..

sobz~~~~

my high heel......

din get 2 buy.. T.T

very hard 2 find one i like d..

sad nia..

wwwuuuuuuuu~~~~~~

thn, pong e wan go c cousin's clothes..

i got help them c gam bo o..

got guai ho..?? ^.^

after a while a bit hungry d..

go searchin for my snacks lar..

huhu~~~

eat doreamon pau

n tat pm oso got d fried chicken..

suddenly eiam tiok got my cola biscuit..

(tat 1 i always go iceice baby eat d)

T.T mummy mai gv me buy...

sobz~~~~

my cola biscuit ah~~~~~~~~~~

bo tan jiak.. zzZ..

-at home-

1st thing sure is take bath d lar..

thn got drink water lar..

thn....

take care my pet d.. hehex..

watch show lar..

listen songs lar..

chat wif xs n roomate..

mayb 2mr go out wif xs them..

but din go pg d..

yz no money go d..

(zzZ.. my bag & shoes.. -.-'')

2day got guai guai o..

bo kao zai..

no zai kao pun.. hahax..

later samore wan busy decorate my pet d room..

coz 2day got out new things d.. =P

Daijobu~~~

got miss eu lar..

tat is every second d..

juz like i breath..

c.. Panda cute bo..?

hehex^^

be.. miss u ya..

muackss~

--不一样の12月27号

去年の今天

我们的身份不一样了

而我 一个人

去着不一样の世界

用着不一样の心情

用着不一样の看法

来面对这个世界

 

第一天在Rimba Taqwa

一个人的晚上

房间里都是不熟悉的面孔

忘记了自己是怎么度过那个晚上的

那时候的我还没放得下你

应该说

我从来就没放下你

 

以前の我几乎什么都依赖着别人 家人

从那天起

我知道 我应该学着自己面对这个世界

不应该再是窝在温暖家庭里の小花

不再是被你保护着的女生

 

一个月过了

我知道我应该站起来

不应该在这样颓废

所以我才有那个勇气

去那个NS Camp的

 

一开始爸妈一直都打来

我知道他们担心

爸虽然嘴上说说

应该去的 试试不一样的生活

妈咪 一开始一直不让我去的

不过 在家颓废

那不如 开始一个不一样的生活

做一个不一样的自己

挑战一下自己

 

一年后

也就是今天

又不一样了哦

你回来我身边啦~~~~

我不再是一个人

这个12月27号的晚上

我们又出门啦^^

(因为之前常出门 XD 不过最近没什么出门了)

带了3盏灯(pig+lanson+jp)

哈哈~~ 开玩笑啦..

表生气啊~~~~

 

今天超级塞车 -.-''

真是的..

不是sien还是什么啦

不过很多车

所以车灯就很多咯

对be眼睛不太好嘛

本来看刺陵的

太迟了

没办法

只好看 Alvin & d Chip.....

dono how 2 spell.. XD paisie...

也是不错看啦

跟be一起

看什么都好看的

hehex^^

 

aiyyooo~~~~

be买个抱枕给我

是很开心啦

不过浪费钱嘛 @.@

车油+戏票+toll fee+food

be.. 谢谢哦~ muacks~~

 

其实我知道啦

因为明天你要去hatyai

几天不能陪我

没关系的啦

笨蛋~

本小姐我

还没有这么无理取闹啊

如果说没不高兴是骗你的

多少也会想你啊

想你了又没在我身边

心里还是有点不好受

 

拿抱抱回来时

妈咪还问

做么多一个抱抱の

-.-'' 当然是买啦

还用问咩

不然变出来的哦.??

我就说人家买的啦

她就说

你叫人家买啊 -.-''

你看..

妈咪不喜欢我们浪费人家钱pun

还好没被骂 哈哈~~

不然.........

我就真的要帮它装眼睛 鼻子 嘴巴 耳朵.......

哈哈哈哈~~~~~~

 

be, sorry ah..

afternoon din mean 2 bu guan u d lar..

tis few days not very got mood..

samore bu xiang be always come out..

later happen unhappy things more worst..

hen xiang go out wif be d..

juz din say..

coz..

bu xiang later be cant bring me out you not happy d..

pai sie ha..

make u feel tat way d..

 

very sorry..

--ChriStmAs eve & chRisTmaS

Damn bad d christmas..

1. not happy wif be

2. no count down

3. damn bad mood

4. no party

5. in-house christmas

6. alone at home (lonely)

__-24 Dec 2009-__

wwuuuuu~~~~

christmas eve still not happy wif be..

but in d end be wanna gv me surprise d..

XD hahax~~

manatau..........

be, thx for comin here 2 pui me^^

even no party no count down

but as u say..

Cindy got eu, eu got Cindy is enuf~

Merry Christmas ya.. My Bebe..

__-25 Dec 2009-__

other thn haix.. dono wat word can describe tis christmas d.. -.-''

nite be goin church..

me alone at home face pc again..

thn.. zzZ..

d stupid pc samore no line..

zzZ.. cant on9..

alone at home oredi very cek ark d..

still cant on9..

wan me face wall meh..??!?

be come bk samore no mood..

no mood + no mood =..?

DAMN NO MOOD..!?!!

haix..

year 2009 d 18 years old birthday oredi very pity d

simple + unhappy d pass d..

now christmas samore like tat..

(but now better coz got be)

mayb 31th d new year count down oso same d lar..

simply pass it..

-**alone at home

-**face pc

-**with damn bad mood

............

haix.. haix.. haix..

don like u.. -2009-

--in hOusE hoLiDay

wat d stupid holiday...!!!!

ppl holiday i holiday..

ppl holiday so syok mine one.........

ARH....!!!!

farkin borin d holiday..

haix..

wat 2 do..?

sumbody tell me plz..!!?!

damn hate no plannin at all d time..

wat d stupid holiday..!!!!

--18 Dec 2009_*~1st time dinner wif be family~*

now is holiday~~
damn borin d holiday..
at home 'fa mei' nia..
nite be always got come take me out o come pui me lor..

-17 Dec 2009-
tis two days got a bit activity nia..
ytd xio fen's birthday..
afternoon wan go sing k wif them in sunway d..
but... no transport.. haix..
again.. at home fa mei lor.. zzZ..
borin till no wei kou at all..
straight go room thn continue slp.. hahax~~

thn nite go celebrate birthday at xio fen house wif xs, sy, gt & ls..
cake is machii, xs hand-made d..
tat girl ah.. pro lor.. wat oso noe do d..
T.T me wat oso dono do.. noe eat nia.. XD
d cake nice lor.. @.@ dono when can i do so nice d cake..
but d cream melt jor.. but still nice.. i like it.. ^^
xf house got 1 xiao DD..
cute lor.. @.@ damn leng zai d.. hehex.. (Be don jealous..)
thn they wan go mamak lor..
all scare xf mummy.. not dare 2 ask.. XD
tat time damn funny d..
finally..... xf ask by herself..
yor.. her birthday mah.. sure can go out d mah..
so, continue our mamak stall thr..
so many ppl oni order 1 food.. -roti tissue-
hahax.. d ppl keep ask v eat enuf bo..
-.-'' ppl come talk oni mah.. cant d meh..? O.o

after tat kena be ask go supper wif jie.. T.T
coz jie juz bk 2day.. -.-'' pai sie lor..
be str8 come mamak here fetch me..
go another mamak thr eat ko.. XD
pai sie lor.. a bit of feelin like spotlight.. hahax..
after put jie bk, be come pui me talk ko..
may tis few days reli...... farkin sian..
so damn no mood.. >.<
shout in be car leh..
-.-'' 1st time let be c me so siao d..
haix.. too sian.. mood too bad..
so..... goin 2 b crazy d.. hahax..

-18 Dec 2009-
early early wake up d.. (11am++)
count as early for my time d.. hahax..
coz normally me is about 2pm oni wake up d.. =P
wake up coz...... downstair too noisy d..
pig n candy + their frens goin pacific..
zzZ.. like goin out 2 oversea like tat..
damn noisy.. scare ppl dono meh.. -.-''
about 12sumthin go out wif mummy lor..
sobz~~~~~ be cant 4lo.. T.T
coz nite hv 2 go eat char moi wif family (coz jie bk here ba..)
so be very not happy lor.. he samore dono like eat d.. -.-''
zai zai he sure black face whole day d..
after bk bo 15mins pun.. go out again.. -.-''

be's mummy jio me go eat wif them..
actually ho..... sure is my be yai yai d.. -.-''
face black black whole day lor..
u ah.... still nid mummy tam.. geng lor..
hahax.. noe be wan me go d..
so...... pui be go lor..
wah~~~~ before go car.. pa pa lor.. @.@
1st time go eat wif be's family u noe..??
-.-'' samore me eat things ho.... very tiao d..
tis din eat.. tat din eat.. T.T most important is...... >ANTI VEGETABLE<
worry tis worry tat..
but still da ying go wif be lor..

in car keep laughin lor..
T.T coz be always bully me..
samore be family very cute lor..
talk very cute.. XD so envy nia..
dono go wer wer wer.. be go down take pic wif daddy..
left me + jie + mummy in car.. OMG....!!!!
pai sie nia.. @.@ be...... u left me alone...
wwwwuuuuuuuuu~~~~~

thn go sedang lor..
char moi shop bo open..
go another char moi thr..
oso no open.. -.-''
me very sui ho.. T.T wer oso bo open d..
finally..... v go tambun thr Ah Yen thr eat seafood.. hahax..

Wah~~~~~ order so many things.. >.<
order 3 of d food.. for my family.. oso cant finish it lor.. -.-''
lai... Cindy lists let u all c..
*-char mee
*-char danghun
*-black pepper crab
*-fry sotong
*-char lala
*-''du bo xeng''
*-''jiok pai taufu'' ~~~~ thr d damn nice d^^ me 1st time eat taufu is eat at here d lor..
*-''oo jian''
*-fried ice cream
daddy ask me wan order wat bo.. -.-''
no nid think.. answer sure is "Bo.." hahax..
v din eat wif rice d.. juz eat like ''ka ka'' nia..
Full... @.@
be still say not full leh.. -.-''
be.... ur stomach got base d bo..? O.o
(jokin nia.. XD mai angry har...)

1st time eat wif be parent & family..
i tot i will kin jiong o wat d lor..
manazai... bo leh.. hahax..
luckily.. a bo later do many mistake.. coz too kin jiong d..
be's family very nice pun^^
thx be's daddy, mummy n jie oso..

hehex.. Sean be.. when is ur turn ha..??

--cs forever *s*

2day in pm meet jor many frens..
coz holiday mah.. hahax..
Machii GT- tot she missin d..
call, sms all no respond d..
reasons sure is hp missin, hp spoil, tis n tat..
Machii XS- come wif her cousin..
hmm.. long time din go out wif her d..
XD very pai sie har..

pui be buy biscuit..
got ice cream eat o~~~
wakaka~~~ last time come they no sell..
be ask wan rocky biscuit.. -.-''
a bit eat till pa pa le.. hahax..
thn saw tiok mantou..
long time no eat d..
be buy leh.. say wan do for me 2mr..
@.@ Cindy xing fu lor~~~~~~~~~

after tat, be fetch me home d..
mummy them oredi go sing k d..
left daddy at home nia..
like normal, be stay here pui me chat..
play+chat xia..
while playin be d chain..
suddenly.... think about d ring..
wanna ask long time d..
not dare 2 ask..
finally i still ask d..
"be, wer is d ring.?" -- "THROW d"
hugging tightly.......
i dono wat 2 say..
it is droppin.. i cant control d..
sorry i scare u d..
sorry i juz cant control myself..
i not dare 2 ask.. coz i don1 2 hear tis answer..
at last, i heard it d..
no matter how much i feel it would b d answer..
but in my mind.... thr is still a hope..
hopin tat it will not b d answer 4 d question..
but... it is d fact -- which i could not chg at all..
i dono wat is my feelin now..
but in my mind.. thr is still a question..
tryin 2 calm myself n also be down..
finally, i try very hard 2 say out it..
"wer u throw d.?" -- "rxxxxxx bxx"
sorry i make u feel bad too..
juz xiang noe.. xiang noe when it had been thrown d..
but be 4get d.. nvm ba..

Be, u not bad lar..
i can tell u now..
i never hate u..
never wan 2 blame u o wat..
juz which way i choose 2 go, i have to take responsible on it..
love u is my choice..
wat u decided, i cant chg d..
respect ur decision.. is d best thing i can do for u.. (at tat time)
don ask me y choose 2 love u..
i reli dono d..
wat my heart say, i juz do it..
i believe u wont make me disappointed d.. rite..?

(continue)
after tat, go mamak wif my bros n be..
-.-'' be about 3am oni bk..
charm lor..
1day late thn 1day..
Be's mummy, SORRY..!!!

***Be, i don1 u c d simply think o sad d ah..
if like tis, nx tm i wont write it here le..
promise me kays..??
muackss.. love u ya^^

--ATI fOoD FaiR

Cek ark lor~~~
last nite late late bk..
2day early hv 2 go out d..
11am go penang d..
2day is Cindy's college d charity food fair..
about 12++pm reach thr..
Wah~~~~
many ppl lor.. but HOT..!!!!
samore table n tent red d..
make me a bit yun.. + d air hot + many ppl..
Be comin wif wei jian car o~~
Yeah yeah~~ but sms be many times no reply..
make ppl worry nia.. hmm..
be's hp off ki.. + drivin.. so.. nvm ba.. 4gv u.. hehex..

Eggie(Yang Horng) come wif fren..
got 1 girl.. erm.. i think is gf ba.. XD simply guess d..
long time no c him d.. make a BOM style hair.. -.-''
mummy c d oso shock.. hahax..
pai sie lor.. i din go 'serve' them..
go walk around nia..
actually me bo eat tiok wad..
walk here walk thr.. help mummy buy food nia..
thn be come d.. left few foods nia..
pai sie har..
bring be come tis type hot hot d place.. >.<
noe u don like crowd n hot place..
thn brin be & Wei Jian them go walk around my college..
hahax.. Mr. Feroz likes 2 play wif Girl girl(Hua Siang)..
they all like sam pat nvr go out.. simply touch things.. zzZ..
*Not Include Be..

finally... Marcus(Yi Wei) come d..
wait him so long d.. a bo me early early wan 'pit' le..
go pragin brin them wif be..
Wah~~ his fren tall lor.. he is still ....... hahax..
reach thr.. -.-'' heard his fren say nth 2 eat d..
pai sie lor.. >.<
thn be drive them go Gurney sin..
buy ticket for movie sin..
mummy drive bk d..
shock me nia..
thn turn USM thr d road bk..
keep jam.. sian..
reach Gurney already late for d movie..

*if i not wan go watch movie wif them..
thn wat's d point i call my be come..?? zzZ..

In Cinema..
be buy nugget for me o~~
at 1st is very happy d..
but... haix.....
both oso du qi don1 talk..
at last be talk xia oni start talk nia..
(childish d couple) hahax..

after a while, me + mummy + Candy bk sin d..
wan call be d.. but hp no battery d..
wan 2 tell be later nite sky will dark dark le..
don drive 2 fast d.. samore din wear spect..
n sorry make u become their driver le..

--11 Dec 2009

2day be classmate got do BBQ in penang..
be bring me go lor..
juz in car nia jiu haix.......
hmm.. a bit bo syok be juz now "Oi.." me ba..
samore talk wif me like very impatient like tat..
1st time got tat feelin from U..
sianz.. can go out samore like tis d mood..
almost no talk until reach penang thr lor..
b4 go penang bridge got few accident lor..
many cars + jam..
be's car very cold 2day.. -.-''
make me don feel like moving at all..
juz wanna keep tat pose.. hahax..
thn be start kacau me d.. zzZ..
T.T keep bully me..
hmm.. d place very far lor + mai traffic jam ko..
so movement a bit slow lor..
but.. good mah..
get more time wif be^^

reach thr about 9pm d ba..
very pai sie lor.. all be's fren..
me you not reli noe them d..
BBQ beside swimming pool leh..
rich ppl d activity jiu shi different d..
hahax... XD
after a while, be start help to fire lor..
Ee... be eak eak lor.. whole hand black black d..
c be very 'focus' on firing..
keep pun charcoal, move d charcoal, fan d fire.....
very bo eng.. move here move thr..
fren at beside cook & eat.. -.-''
thn Ah Pa & Ah Mi come d..
Ah Pa very like 2 bully me d wor.. >.<
everytime muz say me xia d.. hahax..
but like tis pun good lor..
coz can play wif me d ppl i oni can play wif them d^^
be d Pa mah.. bo bian lor.. hv 2 gv face.. hehex..
be keep ask me help him take food.. zzZ..
dono ur fren, stand thr oredi very pai sie le..
samore ask me go take food..
T.T wa mai lar....................

after 1 hour~~~~~~~~
finally.. be d fire built d.. hahax..
be fren keep shoot be do it for so long..
but.. good for me lor..
like 2 c be very ''ren zhen'' do things^^
thn be take jor many food come.. -.-''
1st time c tat 'jin zhen gu' d mushroom can cook like tis d leh..
chicken nice lor.. be wei d more nice.. hehex^^
wwwwuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~
kena be fren take pic.. -.-''
yor.. ppl pai sie mah.. wan take pic ko..
samore is curi take d..
(stand in front of us take but v dono d..) oso count as curi take.. hahax..
Cindy's word is LAW.. wakakakakakaka~~~~~~

after a while v ''pit'' le lor.. wif harry them..
coz be's fren them play the all night..
1st thing is.... McD.. i'm coming~~~ hahax..
a bit hungry.. coz not reli eat tiok wat..
be buy jor tat curl d french fries+normal french fries+nugget..
but my throat not well.. so din eat so much..
a bo later pain thn be worry+sim tia(hahax.. a bit zi lian lar.. but blif be will sim tia d.. be hor..?)
thn.. dono be wan go wer.. ask d still don1 tell me.. -.-''


2nd destination.. hahax..
*~RasaSayang Hotel
d outside d very very very big huge trees very beautiful lor..
put tat lights.. c oni oso feel xing fu(coz come wif be mah.. hahax..)
manatau go toilet nia.. thn chg place d.. -.-''


3rd destination..
*~Hard Rock Hotel
@.@ nvr think get 2 chance come wif u..
after walk walk xia.. v go beach thr o~~
got stars samore~~ fuyoh~~~~
noe Xing Fu tis word how 2 write..???
Beach + seashore + stars + breeze + most important d got BE..
can i say as on d top of d world..??
sit on d sand.. hand+clothes+leg all dirty le.. hahax..
but.. nvm lar.. nice mah.. hehex..


**attention plz..
go hotel oni mah.. don simply think..
juz go beach nia.. hahax..


thn late d.. harry them wanna bk d..
so v oso bk le lor..
on d way bk saw play racing bike d ppl many thr..
waiting 2 race..?? O.o
beh guai got many of them stay thr lor..
coz.. front got police blockin.. hahax..
v go be hostel chap be d things..
coz be oso holiday same like me..
so take things go bk wash lor..
thn go bk home lor..
be hungry d.. eat all juz now left for long time d cold McD..

thn be go fill petrol..

be say outside wind very nice..

thn v open window drive till d end of d bridge..

hahax.. 1st time like tis lor..

hair like siao za bo.. >.<

but reli nice.... u all can try it.. but oni midnite.. XD

coz if daytime will b a lot of cars..

finally reach home.. about 3sumthin.. 4am le ba..

bro them juz bk home from mamak thr..

T.T i wan bath.. Be don let.. zzZ..

manatau when i finish prepare 2 bed..

be already slp ki d.. hahax..

noe be tire d.. drive whole nite d..

Sayang ya^^ Thx be..

**To Sean Be:

Finally v get d chance 2 go 2 d beach d..

tis promise was made long time d..

i tot i wont hv 2 chance d..

thx for plannin so much things for me^^

Be, I LOVE YOU!

Thanks

so much..

--被点到了

• 我的大名 : 赵欣仪(没有很大啦.. 也小小罢了)
• 我的生日 : 91年2月5日
• 生日想得到什么礼物 : 只要你记得 特别是Bebe
• 近期压力大的事 : erm.. 不错多咯.. 也不懂怎么说.. 怕在college表现不好啊.. 怕给be压力..
• 想做的事 : relax
• 有没有喜欢的人 : 没有.. 只有爱的人--Sean Khor Bebe^^
• 同学会要回去找老师吗 : 当然啦~~一日为师终身为师嘛~~
• 跟谁出去最幸福 : family, friend.. (Most xing fu sure is with be lor..)
• 如果你的两个好友吵架了: 做下和事佬
• 跟情人最想去哪 : 只要有be在,哪里都好 （不过很想去Paris.. hahax.. 超远的梦啊~~）
• 圣诞节要做啥 : 跟be出门 (超想去有雪の地方)
• 最想跟谁过圣诞节 : 想跟be一起过 不过.. 没办法吧.. 跟家人也不错啊..
• 有没有床气 : 你告诉我是什么东东来.. 就告诉你有没有咯.. 哈哈~
• 有几个兄弟姐妹 : 2个弟弟(JF & Mr. Pig)1个妹妹(Candy)
• 最喜欢的一首歌 : 搁浅
• 喜欢什么颜色 : 白/黑
• 上厕所会不会后冲水 : 当然啊.. -.-'' 这也算是个问题吗..?
• 喜欢男生还是女生 : -.-'' 男生 除非be变女生了.. O(∩_∩)O 哈哈~
• 最想大声说什么 : 啊~~~啊~~~
• 半夜敢不敢自己上厕所 : 自己家の话 当然是敢咯.. 其他就... 不懂.. 哈哈~
• 最近看过最好看最欲罢不能的小说是什么: 很久没看小说了
• 谁很欠打 : 乱骂我（超讨厌）/自以为是的人
• 现在很迷什么 : 迷我be.. 哈哈~ 可以吗..?
• 睡相很差 : erm.. 没看过自己睡觉の样子 （相信正常人都是の）
• 现在的时间 : 3.26am
• 今天天气 : 就像我的脾气--时好时坏 哈哈~
• 你若中乐透最想做什么 : 出国走走
• 大学生一定要玩的活动 : 不懂涅.. 是比较自由の意思吗..? 应该是夜猫の活动咯.. (半夜出门吧)
• 失眠后会 : 转来跟转去,看电话（不懂be是不是也睡不着）有时还会乱想到自己不开心 -.-''
• 你睡觉有流口水的情况 : 没有呱..
• 近期开心的事 : 今天考完试了 哈哈~ 也就是假期了 节目多多哦~~~
• 你经常通宵不睡吗 : 3/4点睡算通宵吗..? >.<>

• 推荐一首最近很喜欢的歌 : 我爱他

• 你能够和陌生人谈恋爱嘛? : 不想,没想过

• 自由对于你来说有多重要？: 非常+超级+很重要（不想做笼子里的小鸟）

• 你人生中最想做的事情是什么 : 让地球变健康

• 你最想为所爱的人做什么？: 看到他幸福

• 你打算几时结婚啊？: 2x吧.. （对结婚多少有点恐惧感）

• 你觉得生活有喜感么: 当然啦~~ 生活就应该开心的~ 笑着过总比哭着过来得好

• 睡觉前第一件事: sms be (其实差不多sms整天的)

• 起床后第一件事: 看电话,想看到be的信息^^,sms be

• 你的偶像: - （没有）

• 你喜欢的季节: 温暖的春天吧

• 打工次数: 忘记料.. 很久没打工了.. 有点想念..

• 你想去的地方: Paris (actually anywer as long as is with be)

• 你讨厌什么样的个性: 骄傲/看不起别人/自以为是/听不进别人の话

• 你会抽烟吗：没有.. （有机会可以试看看）哈哈~开玩笑 超讨厌烟味

• 你会喝酒吗：不会吧.. 没喝过多少.. (be don let d..)

•你常哭吗：差不多吧.. 流些泪对眼睛也蛮好的吧 哈哈~~

• 你常笑吗：恩.. 笑笑才开心^^

• 都睡到几点：在家--1/2点 penang--早点因为有上课 没办法

• 机会和命运你会选择：机会

• 你很自恋吗：erm.. 爱自拍算自恋吗..?

• 你有穿耳洞么：没有.. 痛啊.. >.< 穿了一定买多多耳环那些の,浪费钱 哈哈~~

• 这问卷多不多：差不多

• 喜欢吃冰吗：嗯嗯.. 大热天吃,超幸福の

• 现在幸福吗：一直都很幸福の 不过现在是超级幸福（因为有be疼啊^^）

• 最在乎那几个朋友：machii+很疼我の（以前tunkuの）+不错的朋友 蛮多的啦~

• 房间里最重要的东西是什么：床,灯,冷气,charger,抱抱,枕头,被被,镜子,梳子......

• 男人出轨要不要原谅他：No..（不懂当时办得到吗）

• 你认为人生的意义是什么：简单+平凡+健康+开心+有意义の过生活 因为它就是最简单の幸福

• 如果没有朋友你会怎么做：让我死了算了 -.-''

• 如果天使可以满足你一个愿望你会要什么：大家每天开心+健康

• 我为什么做这个答题：被臭糖糖点到

• 喜欢吃的水果：蛮多的 but超爱芒果

• 最害怕别人问你什么：在想什么吧

• 你喜欢雪么：嗯嗯

• 下辈子要做什么：现在这个身份の我 因为超幸福の^^

• 还希望被点：没必要吧.. 答案还是一样の

• 你最没有耐心做的一件事是什么：静静被人念 -.-'' 拜托表念我..

• 不想看书的时候怎么办：想be..

• 自己眼中的理想收入是多少（实际一点)：2000

• 你的昵称是：小喵 xiiao miiao

点名

-Sean Khor(Be)

-machii(XinShin)

-冷冻猪头

-糖糖（谁叫你点我）

-小猪（被糖点了 当然我也应该点你下）

1 .被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷

2 .请老实回答每一问题

3 .不能擅自涂改题目

4 .写完请点 几 位小朋友，不可以不点

5 .完后请通知那几位朋友他被点到了

--30 Nov 2009

Arh...!!!!
Thursday wan exam d.. samore a bui study.. zzZ..
Cindy Chew.. u so dare har..
(nvm lar.. got be 'yang' me in d future.. hahax..)

early early be jiu call me wake up d.. wwwwuuuuuu~~
(actually is me wan wake up pui be d..
manatau... overslp.. samore wan be wake me up with many calls..
pai sie ha.. >.< )
blur blur go take book.. thn start ''see'' book le..
half slp half study.. wakaka~~ not bad har.. new skill..
study xia hai slp ki leh.. -.-'' charm lor..
after lunch (1st meal of d day, can b breakfast pun lar..)
continue ''face-book''(is facing d book, not d on9 d facebook),
half way.. Candy, my sis come in kacau d.. zzz...
keep zo siao thr.. T.T cant study..
but got ppl pui.. better thn no lar.. hahax..
huhu~~ thn Candy too borin d..
phone be kacau be..
me oso got chance hear bebe sound.. YEAH YEAH~~~~~
half play half study.. XD another skill learned today..
thn help dad play lami..
Fuuyyyyyyooooooooohhhhhhhhh~~~~~~
2day lucky wor.. (sure is hear tiok be d sweet sound)
help dad win neh~~~~ wakakakak....
but bebe not happy d.. >.<
coz be don like me play d.. not my money d mah.. aiyo..
tam bebe go slp lor.. coz last nite oso late slp..
2day samore wake up so early.. sure tire d..

after dinner n study a while me oso slpy d..
reli ''face-book'' will sleepy d.. -.-''
lyin thr.. slp ki d.. hahax..
wake up tat time be a bui wake up leh..
hontoni piggy d.. hehex..
go popo house c baby o..
kawaii neh~~~ xiao e d baby..
nan de he can come out d.. hahax...
yor.. keep talkin beh stop lor..
keep smile.. so happy d.. hehex..
my nails too long d.. cant simply touch him..
later hurt tiok.. @.@

hmm.. sian lor..
wan exam samore a bui prepare..
be you not happy..
mummy also pek cek on many things..
zzZ.. can say stress...? O.o
coz i don reli noe how oni call stress d..
mayb too fan d + be not happy + stupid hp no money tim..
so pek cek d.. >.< too pek cek le gua.. keep kek be..
be say left i say right.. hahax..
but everytime after tis be sure bu angry d.. =P
while tat time, always can hear be say somethin sweet d^^
be sha sha d..

Sha be,
don always not happy mah..
c u not happy i oso sim tia d.. zai bo..?
sumtime u keep not happy till i oso dono how 2 tam be d..
sumtime i noe i not beside so be not happy d..
yor.. Cindy not 7-11.. not 24 hours can get d mah..
but is reli 24 hours b thr for u d..
c be not happy i oso not very got mood d..
i not don1 go tat pantai..
juz be fren set time d mah..
i not shu wif them..
cant simply ask ppl chg time juz for me d mah..
i tot many ppl go so oni ask be 4lo d..
can take pic n come bk tell me wat u all done thr d mah..
hear story oso is a very nice thing lai..
be wu hui me d.. be wan go d place, if can i sure will pui be go d..
not terpaksa go d..
Cindy wont do ppl force me to do d things d..
4get d meh..?? sha be..
i willing to pui u go..
c be happy d i also will happy d mah..
so, be don always simply think d.. zai bo..??
still got nx tm wan punish d.. hmm..

wat i wan is just

to see you

SMILE..!!

--speCial daTinG

-Sunday, 28 Nov 2009-

Fuyyyyyyoooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~
1st time go out dating, beside still got my sibling(my sis, Candy) d.. hahax..
coz.. before, i don like brin them out d.. wakaka~~ ( bad sis hor..?? )
i was also surprise that be willing to bring her out.. thx be^^
mummy oso surprise i brin Candy go out.. =P
before go out, my ee they all oso ask.. y brin her out..? do spotlight ah..? hahax..

V go sunway thr..
Ani finally test tiok be d drivin skills..
(fast leh..?? now korkor d fast o my be d faster..?? Candy cant love my be ha.. XD hahax~~)
v watch jor two shows..
Ninja assasin & New moon..
before watch.. go dono wat BBQ restaurant eat..
order wat things bo wat things d.. zzZ..
Damn ''pro'' d restaurant..
sis order d food very big lor.. -.-''
She very pai sie.. so got 'mian qiang' eat a bit vegetable..
mayb coz 1st time go do my 'spotlight' gua.. hahax..
when she finish her ''big meal'' already about 6pm d..
the movie is 5.45pm d.. late d.. sobz..
samore wan go toilet.. -.-'' late + late..

Go in tat time.. >.<>
many killing d scenes tim..
noe Candy scare d.. lend jor her my bao bei jacket.. -.-''
actually me oso pa pa d.. but got be.. hehex^^
after the show, continue another show (New Moon)..
erm.. tis show... not scary can say 'romantic' lor..
but sis don understand wat the show was talkin about.. zzZ..
still tell me she noe d last sentence of d show..
"Marry me, Bella" -.-''
kek sei me nia.. nx tm don brin her go watch tis type of movie d..
waste my money.. T.T
actually 2day come is wan to watch Christmas Carol d..
sobz.. but too late d.. 9xxpm.. haix~~ sad..

After movie time.. sure is.... Dinner time..
hoho~~ get to eat d^^
coz very hungry d, bo bian thn go buy waffle eat sin..
Dinner place: Auto City- Ice Ice Baby
erm.. can say is be 1st time brin me go AutoCity eat neh~~
Yeah~~~ happy nia^^
order many things leh..
be very like d black pepper beef rice -.-''
sis order black pepper chicken rice (she damn like it)
me eat dono wat Italy d mee.. T.T not very nice.. coz too sticky d..
still got i damn like d.. ^.^v ''cola biscuit''
long time din eat d.. huhu~~~
still got order big big size d apple juice & dono wat wat papaya d..
**all d name is simple put d.. hahax.. and the pic will b uploaded when i can upload it..

thn v go thr d ''tiao zao shi chang'' walk walk..
many leng leng d clothes & things lor.. @.@
but mou lui d.. cant buy anythin pun.. sobz..
2day use money for everythin dou 3per d.. zzZ..
movie tickets 3per.. meals 3per.. PAIN..

sorry be, use d so much money.. >.<
hmm.. be lor.. always don let me take pic..
a bo d blog will b very perfect when i post all d pic up..
hmm.. bu guan d lar.. nx tm muz take d.. =P

***Be, thx for givin me so much nice nice d memories..
i noe.. got u thr.. everthin will be ok d.. hehex^^
love u o~~ muackss..

--sOmeBody

You are Everything To Somebody--------

someone
is very proud of you

someone
is thinking of you

someone
cares about you

someone
misses you

someone
wants to talk to you

someone
wants to be with you

someone
hopes you aren't in trouble

someone
is thankful for the support you have provided

someone
wants to hold your hand

someone
wants you to be happy

someone
hopes everything turns out all right

someone
wants you to find them

someone
is celebrating your successes

someone
think you are a gift

someone
wants to give you a gift

someone
wants to hug you

someone
hopes you are not too cold, or too hot

someone
loves you

someone
wants to lavish you with small gifts

someone
admires your strength

someone
is thinking of you and smiling

someone
wants to be your shoulder to cry on

someone
wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun

someone
thinks the world of you

someone
wants to protect you

someone
would do anything for you

someone
wants to be forgiven

someone
is grateful for your forgiveness

someone
wants to laugh with you about old times

someone
remembers you and wishes you were there

someone
needs to know that your love is unconditional

someone
values your advice

someone
wants to tell you how much they care

someone
wants to stay up watching old movies with you

someone
wants to share their dreams with you

someone
wants to hold you in their arms

someone
wants you to hold them in your arms

someone
treasures your spirit

someone
wishes they could stop time because of you

someone
wishes that things didn't have to chance

someone
can't wait to see you

someone
loves you for who you are

someone
loves the way you make them feel

someone
hears a song that reminds them of you

someone
wants you to know they are there for you

someone
is glad that you're their friend

someone
wants to be your friend

someone
is alive because of you

someone
stayed up all night thinking about you

someone
is wishing that you would notice them

someone
wants to get to know you better

someone
believes that you are their soul mate

someone
wants to be near you

someone
misses your guidance and advice

someone
has faith in you

someone
trusts you

someone
needs your support

someone
needs you to let them be your friend

someone
needs you to have faith in them

--The PresEnt

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room.

One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.
His bed was next to the room's only window.
The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.

The men talked for hours on end.
They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.

Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.
The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and colour of the world outside.

The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake.
Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every colour and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.

As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene...

One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by.
Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.

Days, weeks and months passed.

One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.
She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.

As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.
Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed.

IT FACED A BLANK WALL.

The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.
The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.
She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.'

Epilogue:
There is tremendous happiness
in making others happy, despite our own situations.

Shared grief is half the sorrow,
but happiness when shared,
is doubled.

If you want to feel rich,
just count all the things you have that
money can't buy.

'Today is a gift,
that is why it is call
The Present!'

--Damn Tire daY

last nite cant slp lor.. @.@
can say whole nite bo slp tiok..
=.='' when can slp tat time oredi is d time wake up d..
6am++ wake up d..
pui bebe go basketball match^^
play kingkong, wei zjek them..
all big big size d.. @.@ OMG..!!
lose lor.. be team play play nia.. =.=''
izzit a match...???
but its ok lar.. juz a game mah.. hehex..

bebe team play 2nd round wif Pig (my bro) them..
be go in ball o.. hoho~~~
but kena ppl shoot again.. zzZ..
before play 2nd round
be & me sit beside rest..
pui be mah.. Yor..
sei zjek them shoot us say coz juz now go charge battery d mah..
so now can play better & can in ball le lor..
>.< they ah..
samore keep ask pig go block be..
so be cant shoot cant play.. =.=''
hmm.. bully my be wor..

after playin, pui bebe back^^
coz later nid 2 go fetch mami back pun..
hehex.. get 2 bully be.. wakaka~~
>.< but oso let be bully bk..
mayb last nite not slp well + wake up early + play ball,
be very tire o.. =.=''
lyin on legs a while jiu slp ki d..
hahax~ be slp very cute o.. =P
reli very pro 2 slp.. slp for so long..
wakakaka~~~ XD
about 1pm back home d..
very tire o.. >.<
be str8 slp till evening..
reli geng ah..
Cindy very tire a.. but din slp tiok pun..

Cindy 2day damn tire d.. but very happy^^
whole nite din reli slp tiok + wake up early + afternoon oso no rest tiok..
dono y 2day cant breath well again d..
haix.. keep take very deep d breath.. still cant cover it..
nvm lar.. now outside is raining..
2nite sure very nice 2 slp d^^
Hope bebe oso ''hao hao slp o''..

PS: Be, when u come into my life again..
my blog almost every stories oso got u d..
feel it..??
later here become Cindy & Bebe's sweet memories d..
hehex.. good mou..?? =P
muackss~~

--One Day beFore nOvemBer

2day many planings d o~
afternoon go patoh wif bebe^^
wanna watch combo movies d..
thn nite be come my house BBQ, celebrate mami's birthday..
but suddenly be said mummy say hv 2 go church..
>.< a bit sad sad lor.. but no choices d mah..
manazai d stupid pc keep hangin..
samore oni my msn cant sign in.. zzZ...
DAMN pek cek d.. make me very very very no mood oni..
haix..

luckily.. got be sek^^ so feel better d..
mummy still let be go out watch movie wor..
wow~~~~ sure is happy + happy + happy + ....... hahax..
v watch d 'Ninja'.. erm.. ok nia lar.. not very nice..
d nx show is 6pm+ after 1 hour ++,
so v went 2 eat (my lunch >.<) & buy cake for mami
1st time buy secret recipe d cake (Tiramisu) back home..
(now noe how poor am i..??)
mami~~~~ Xing fu bo u..?? hahax.. XD
my 'lunch's' location: Huan Xi Di
1st time go thr lor.. coz less go Jusco d..
tat someting like pizza d not bad lor..
hehex.. i like it^^
after watch 2nd show 'Jennifer's body' n take d cake
v pia back d.. hahax..
d show damn geli d.. >.<
blood... eat human.... a bit bit scary pun.. =.=''
while goin back,
be keep askin can don go bo.. zzZ..
kek si me a..
but finally u still come d..
Thanks Be, Muacksss~~~~
YOR, not 1st time come le still pai sie pai sie leh.. =.=''
all oso noe u d lar.. u dono them meh..?
thn i keep take things for be to eat & drink..
Pig & Candy them jealous d.. XD
coz... Cindy less or can say never serve ppl d..
but.. Sean is Be.. different d mah.. aiyo~~
mai jealous lar.. wakakaka~~
but.. haix.. still sad things happen d..
Be saw sumthin he don like..
zzZ.. i 4get it d.. haix..
coz less c back very old d pic d..
dono got it thr..
(camera album d pic is 18xx d.. =.='' cant c 1by1)
Ps: if i noe it is thr, u think i still will let it b thr 2 let u c...??
watever lar.. i still make be not happy d..

SORRY Bebe..
i noe sorry no cure..
but i still hv 2 say it..
i din mean to make u memorise bk it d..
very happy 2 listen u say sumthin juz now^^
''Pls xplain 2 me wads the meanin of couple''
erm.. check google d.. too much d..
Couple juz mean Cindy & Sean..
like tis simple enuf 4 u 2 understand d hor..??
Promise.. Don't sad d.. okays..?
no answer = agree wif me d.. hahax.. XD

Sean Khor^^ Love u.. muackss~~~

--无聊的penang £ife

最近都很无聊哦~
没前阵子那么忙 整天跑出去了
不过每个礼拜回来都跟bebe出去~ 哈哈^^
那天''九皇爷''有游行酱的
我们也去凑凑热闹..
走很远去哦~~ 从学校走去到Pragin对面那边
erm.. 有Mei D, Clover, Kevin, Josh, Gana, Ah Pang, Kacang, Kacang, Stamp, Kana, Kalai, Ah Ong, 22, 11, 3个senior 差不多18个人酱~~
我跟Ah Pang快饿死了~
所以就跟Gana他们去随便买个包吃
因为怕等下没时间找东西吃 回去时又很迟了

到那边, 看到很''壮观''下哦~~
灯都很亮 超多人的
也很多人在拍照 看那些有所谓神上身的人
好像是几个庙的combine在一起的
哇~~~第一次看到那个把铁条穿过嘴巴的那种咯
他们的铁超长的 =.='' 第一次看到leh
以前看到的都只是普通的长度
>.< 看了都觉得痛痛咯~~
当他们休息时 旁边的工作人员一直帮他们喷洒水
不懂是干嘛的
起初还以为是穿过两边的脸颊的
看清楚了才知道原来是一边而已
弄的差不多都是年轻人 过后还看到一个年纪较老的人也有弄哦~
还有那些济公啦~三太子啦~~很多我都分不出谁是谁的 =.=''
也有那些轿子的 抬的人走路的姿态都是弯来弯去 不是直直走的
朋友说是 因为有神坐在上面的 是自己移动的 他们控制不了
pai sie~~我不是很懂这些啊 >.<
我们跟着走到jetty那边哦
=.='' 想到等下要走回去就......
不过多多人 还好啦^^
一路上 到每个分叉路 他们都会拜拜跟烧金纸酱
差不多要到jetty时 有个庙的在拜拜分叉路口时跟别的庙的打起来了 =.=''
头头时 我跟ah Pang都被吓到了 哈哈~~~
慢慢地 游行队越来越小了
因为都回各自的庙去了
我们就跑去一个蛮多人的庙看看
走进去时看到 刚刚也有份穿铁条的人走出来
看到血哦 @.@
当然 我们都很好奇都跑去看他们怎么弄出来的
有个专门帮他们把铁条弄出来的uncle
在把铁拉出来前 他先含了一大口的水
一边拉时他用嘴巴把那些人的脸那边盖住+喷水

可能可以减少痛的感觉跟可以比较容易把铁拉出来吧
很佩服他们哦~~~~~

结束后 我们就坐11号车回去
一路上siao za bo Ah Pang一直发疯 =.=''
还说游回去 跑来跟跑去
睡觉前当然少不了宵夜啦~~~ 哈哈~~
跟他们一起去他们常去的mamak档吃
maggie goreng跟roti canai不错吃哦~~
回来也差不多1点多了
东西弄到来也3点了 =.=''
隔天还有meeting @.@

~隔天~
11点meeting
本小姐1030am才起身 o(∩_∩)o...哈哈
差点就迟到了
Mr. Vj 说其实今天叫我们meeting的主要目的并不是为了assignment
经过了一阵子的观察 他对我们的行为举止''发表''了些意见
他们都说他那天很凶很生气
不过我觉得还好啦~~ 没被骂就不会进步嘛^^
他说的也没错啊
他还是有说说笑 所以气氛没那么紧张^^
最后~~~~~hohohoho~~~
submit assignment的日期又延迟啦~~
o(∩_∩)o...哈哈
真的是.... 开心到~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ^.^v YEAH~~

晚上2个roomate都不在
一个不懂跑哪里去
一个去training做工的
剩我一个人 T.T 寂寞啊~~~
无聊的我 只好看''Bleach死神'' @.@
晚餐就...... 到happy mart买杯面吃
zek ark lor~~~~~~~
可是还好啦~~ 还有bebe陪^^
幸福哦~hoho~~~ =P

--Damn ''LuCky'' day

arh!!!!!
Today reli very 'lucky'..
bao bei jacket kena colour.. zzZ..
kek sei me.. =.=''
i noe not mami fault lar.. but still angry d mah.. T.T
mami sori me not purposely ''fa pi qi'' on u d..
luckily not be's jacket kena.. if not.. i reli speechless d.. hahax..

while playin facebook game..
suddenly outside got very very loud d sound..
daddy run go out.. =.='' car kena ppl langgar tiok..
1st sentence dad say is... ''u dono drive d hio..?'' -.-''
samore ask ppl got license bo.. zzZ...
kena a bit gai lor.. right side d ''car light'' break..
my vios.. sobx...
tat uncle charm d.. nid pay for our car's repair charge n also his own car d..




--happy things.. yeah~~~
1st time webcam wif bebe o..
(1st time play webcam is play wif mami them when i'm in penang time square)
hoho~~ sure is happy + happy + happy X1000000000000000......times d lar..
but bro n sis them keep kacau beside.. zzzz..
make me cant hear be oni.. -.-''
be talks samore so soft..
when become so si wen d har..? (answer it wif ur honesty o..) =P
lazy ppl.. samore lying on bed talk wif me.. zzZ..
but d line a bit slow.. make me keep hang d.. T.T
got once can move tat time i say "YEAH!!" n near to 2 webcam..
be laugh me.. zzz.. T.T wwwwuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~~~




**hmm.. Bebe.. u wan me write in eng d.. -.-''
nah~ write for u d..brain keep jam.. hahax.. XD
so write a bit bit oni..
if wanna write mood d things cant write in eng d..
sure cant express well d..
Sumimasen~~~~~

--最幸福的事

你撑着雨伞 接我那次
已经足够我 记得一辈子
我懂后来你 不是不坚持
爱情本来就 没万无一失

泪水离开了 你的手指
那不如让它 留在这信纸
我想女孩子 最贴心的是
让爱的人选 结束的方式

我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时 拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事

可惜爱不是 童话故事
不能够永远 依赖着王子
再难过其实 只剩两个字
我怎么忍心 为难你解释

我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时 拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事

那一阵子有你 美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止

我最幸福的事 牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始 即使分开我们 都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事 对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起那时 那天和你傻笑着认识
是最幸福的事

--诚实,对吗..?

抱歉！
我只想诚实的做自己
我知道可能说出来
会伤害到你
伤害到我们的感情
可能很多东西会改变
也可能你会再次放弃

这些结果我也想过
不过我不想那么自私
我知道我应该诚实的面对事实
因为我的懦弱 所以拖到现在
真的对不起！！！

记得我哭的那一天吗..?
你知道那时我有多执着吗..?
你知道我有多少话想跟你说吗..?
你知道我有多压抑自己的心情吗..?
到最后我真的受不了了..

只有在你面前
我才可以做我自己
我可以放任的哭 放任的笑
不需要任何面具 伪装
面对你 比面对镜子里的自己还要自然

真的不知道 这个决定是对还是错
不管结果怎样 我还是会接受
我知道诚实的面对总比逃避来得好
至少我对得起我自己
诚实可能造成很大的伤害
可是逃避 要愧疚一辈子
对你也不公平




不管怎样
只想说真的抱歉！
Sean Khor, I love you！
No matter what decision you make.